Questions

 Since birth I've been questioning the world. Now that I'm older I still question the world, but I question myself, my friends, my heart, my subconscious thoughts. Basically, I question everything about life. Sometimes I get answers, very rarely I get the answers I need or want to hear and almost all of the time there's always more questions. I always wanted someone to come into my life and understand me without me having overexplain myself. In another world maybe we would never take physical from and just be souls. I wonder if we would have the same friends or be close with the same family members. I wonder if we would find our loved ones again. I think I'd be more at peace in soulful world then I'd know for sure that everyone me near me is supposed to be there. There are so many thoughts I have daily about me being the person I want to be and the person that I am to people. That's the biggest question I want answered. Who am I? Am I the girl who is a people pleaser? Am I the girl who never does what people want? Am I the girl who is always fighting? Am I the girl who always chooses the wrong guy? Am I the girl who always has a different guy? The truth is all of them are me so, am I just having a hard time accepting all of these parts of me? So many questions with little to no answers is driving me insane and not to mention it's exhausting. I wish God would take all this worry away from me. That's the answer to it all... how could I be so blind. The answer is God, I was so caught up in myself I forgot the biggest part of my life. I've been running from him because I've been running from myself. From this point I have to give it all to God. I was never meant to carry all this by myself. 

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